Tomorrow is “D” Day

it may as well be “F” day
for it certifies my failure

where three times
should have been the charm
no one ever told me that
it’s not always positive

so then this law of threes
is flawed and I need to find
the trees because somewhere
among them is the forest
the exact one from the center
of my dreams

Wy’east is calling tugging my
heartstrings having lost
connection with my spirit mountain
finds no gravity within my being

reconnection is an essential fight
to maintain certain rhythms
that were lost in flat line flight

my heart is shattered into the
shards that tore my soul
still feeling still reeling
from the pain of knowing
and fighting to win
while failing to fight

tomorrow is “D” day
I’ll be up all night



The Orphan

Control alt delete
No sinus rhythm
Heart beat
gaze through a window
Another world unfolding
Hoping wishing giving up
Won’t anyone take me home
Years make a difference
In the clouded mind
Of an aging orphan
Shuffle cut deal
Magic began in a
Second story
Corvidae window
Invitation to play and think
Open door looking back
Through the window
From an unfolded world
Control alt delete
Reboot restart repeat
One by MetAnoia by Nebulosity
by two The Happening
by fire breathing dragons
and so many more
They welcomed me into a family
I am an orphan no more