it may as well be “F” day
for it certifies my failure
where three times
should have been the charm
no one ever told me that
it’s not always positive
so then this law of threes
is flawed and I need to find
the trees because somewhere
among them is the forest
the exact one from the center
of my dreams
Wy’east is calling tugging my
heartstrings having lost
connection with my spirit mountain
finds no gravity within my being
reconnection is an essential fight
to maintain certain rhythms
that were lost in flat line flight
my heart is shattered into the
shards that tore my soul
still feeling still reeling
from the pain of knowing
and fighting to win
while failing to fight
tomorrow is “D” day
I’ll be up all night
Katovski©2016
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